I can't stay like this anymore!
I must change!!!!!!!!!
Wan Wen, have the determination! Overcome all your fears!!!

Basically, I am just a useless person.

I suck.

Just felt like blogging for no reason.
Maybe this is the only place I can say all I want..

I'm seriously tired of myself saying that I am tired. I want to make a change but I don't know why I can't. I want to be confident like in the past. I want to be able to run like in the past. I want to have a LIFE like in the past. But I'm just not doing anything about it.

All I do is procastinate. Saying that work tire me out is just an excuse. Working at Nichii and giving tuition aren't as tiring as working at Swensens. But why do I feel much more tired? Perhaps I should really slap myself to wake up..

I really hope to getaway from this busy city, to a faraway place, where there is no judgement, no criticism, where only sounds of the nature can be heard..

What is wrong with me ? :(

Well, I've cooled down these few days. Thinking back, I was at the fault sometimes too. I shouldnt have lost my temper. I should have controlled myself. Whatever it is, everything is over now. And I promise to control myself, and be a daughter ideal enough in their hearts, I hope..

MONEY MONEY AND MONEY
DO YOU HAVE NOTHING ELSE TO TALK ABOUT

YES I AM USELESS . OKAY
YOU HAPPY??!?!?!!!
I CANNOT EARN ENOUGH FOR YOU.
I AM JUST A USELESS DAUGHTER.

FINEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!